The year...is not important. The time... is monumental. Memories of the night are among the first I can recall vividly. Things were rolling into motion for the worst much before I remember. We only lacked the foresight to see this eventuality....
Life is lonely. I breathe in a time when the definition of life has ceased to be of any significance. I wake up everyday, drenched in sweat, with the same dream- It's pitch black. There is a thunderous roar in the sky. The skies light up obscure faces below, all expectantly facing up with open mouths, begging for water. There is no rain. It gets dark again. I hear the rain. I see sparkling rain droplets in the sky, but they don't reach the ground. I see ropes dangling from the sky, people hung by the neck from the ends. There's a blinding streak of lightning. A baby cry. The sky is clear. It's pouring rain.
I'm startled from my sleep. The cat clutching on to my leg scrambles and dashes for the window. Stranger cat. It's 7:55 AM. I wake up at the same time, same place everyday. I have had the dream again. I sit up on the bed damp with warm sweat. I shiver awkwardly ; it's the chill crawling through me. I shake it off, jump off the bed and stroll to the bathroom. I had managed to recycle 6.354 litres of water. Time for the prized shower. The next shower is scheduled for a date exactly 128 days later, god willing. The sensation of water on the skin serves as nostalgia. 170 years ago, showers could readily be arranged for. There was ample water to take 2 showers, sometimes even upto 5 showers, a day. The smell of the body after the shower gathers hope for me. This smell is only one of the many things that is on the brink of extinction. There's a grotesque body odor everywhere today amongst others; that due to the lingering smell generated by the breakdown of apocrine sweat by a grossly mutated form of staphylococcus epidermis, and the scarcity of clean water. Whatever purified water is availabe is routed to the diet; the diet mostly of the elite. People of godforasken land has learnt to embrace this fate and many such others. That is because it's all a manifestation of their cumulative undoing. I take one last sniff of my body before my clothes spoiled the smell. I sit down to eat 'the meal'- a few crumbs of bread, 9 bean seeds, 17 grams of 'meat'(textured vegetable protein/ soy protein) and one glass of water. Since the 'golden days'( A period 200 years ago) sky high costs of food have restricted 92% of the population to one meal a day. I'm about to cringe at the thought of the day ahead when my cell phone beats rhythmically for approximately the duration of a news bulletin. The screen is crammed with information-1289 txt messages, 89 voice messages, and over 800 missed call alerts. I scroll through the voice messages, and screech to a halt at Dr. Rozario. The content of the message is a massive breakthrough. I put on my goggles, my gas mask, and I check my watch which is in working order, by virtue of the flaring solar energy, before I step into the smog.....
to be continued....
