whopee! I'm just back from this audition. Well, and that too for this BBC program! I was sooo nervous all this time. Not that I'm a monkey with what I went to display but then again although I have absolutely no idea why I was all jittery...what I certainly can tell is that I was lost big time! Parched lips, an inside that somersaulted at it's own will every few minutes, all tensed up muscles and an erratically racy heart. Well what do you draw out of it? Running for my life? The fight or flight response? Tsk Tsk...yeah something like that.
I had a dream last night. More of a nightmare. I'm at this meeting where I'm asked to talk about my ideas and I flunk. The reflex to it; I'm gonna be a flop tomorrow no effing doubt about that. My heart pounded more, it was an hour to the audition and I didn't even get the venue location. What's wrong? Didn't they like my resume? Where did I go wrong! And god knows what not. But nop, I was called. Relief.....
I liked the place. I liked the scripts. I somehow felt overwhelming..overwhelming...confidence!
The other potential anchor came in, and it was test time. We ran through the scripts once, then...lights on..camera! It was wicked fun! I never had the tiniest idea that I'd enjoy this so much. A snap camera session. Thank you's , hand shakes, smiles and...........
Well...I'll know on Thursday if I get to explore my new discovery.....If I'll be the anchor for the upcoming BBC learning program...I'll bask in the glory of my personal satisfaction for the time-being...Cheers!
