How do I describe how I'm feeling lately? It's funny you know. I guess I feel somewhat better today after feeling quite awful for a while. The only closest feeling I could probably relate to-this feeling of mine-is like the time when people enter their teenage years. I mean when teenagers find teenage-life like some sorry phase of their life of which they have no clue about. Well, I'm definitely not a teenager anymore or nor do I have the slightest intention to write about the rigors of teenage life here. I've in fact breezed past my teenage years without much whining or causing headache for those around me. Well that's quite another story.
Well, coming to this point in time-the vast expanse of time-you should know that I've graduated with a Bachelor of Pharmacy degree, and that too quite recently. Having just done that should feel like getting a breath of ultra fresh air. A feeling of pride, for you're going to serve out their, less of your purpose but more of the people out there. Well that is the exact feeling I've been trying to instill in me, god knows for how long.
It's very tragic to tell you that I was at odds at figuring out at what I was going to do with so much responsibility at hand. So, to confuse myself less and everyone else let me remind myself and anyone reading this that one is not at liberty to choose here, like they can in other places from a myriad of specializations when it comes to applying your pharmaceutical knowledge. So here I am knocking myself around in despair. I literally imagine myself throwing myself at the wall. A big thudding noise. I straighten myself out and repeat the procedure. Funny? No, not to me. I don't want to spend 540 minutes a day in some bunker. First of all that's a lot of minutes, secondly I don't want to be cut-off from most of the people out there for that amount of time in some point in a big region of the vast space. The production environment in the pharmaceutical Industry gives you just about that. Trust me only the late Saddam could have a grin on his face if he knew. Well put myself in a place like that and I don't even get to know if the world is really spinning on its axis, whether it had rained, or if there was a strong enough wind that almost blew away the people outside, or something . Well that's quite an important thing to keep up with nowadays after all the heat waves that's on a smoke-alive-all-spree. Well, does that sound bad??? Maybe terrible? Or how about super awful? Oh did I not mention about the-pied-piper-of-hamelin scheme? They don't pay you in money. They buy you a pipe and you play it for your money. Don't be stupid enough to believe that. But believe me it's better doing that then settling for what they are ready to offer you in BUCKS!! Now, now...I'm not done whining and moaning and groaning and grumbling about what life at this point in time hasn't duly offered me .....
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